Wednesday, June 28, 2006



last night i drove out to the airports and watched the planes landing and taking off again.

i wondered about each person on each plane,
and wondered if any of them wondered about me.


i felt so small. and i kinda liked it.

"keep your eyes on the prize" i hear you say.
"build my kingdom. seek after me."


"but where am i supposed to live?" i ask you.
i can't just live off of my hopes and dreams.


but through my tears i decide that i trust you.
you will find a way for me.



Nothing left to Lose

something’s in the air tonight
the sky's alive with a burning light
you can mark my words something's about to break

and i found myself in a bitter fight
while i've held your hand through the darkest night
don't know where your coming from but your coming soon

to a kid from oregon by way of california
all of this is more than i've ever known or seen

come on and we'll sing, like we were free
push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
come on and we'll try, one last time
i'm off of the floor one more time to find you

and here we go there's nothing left to choose
and here we go there's nothing left to lose

so i packed my car and headed east
where i felt your fire and a sweet release
there's a fire in these hills thats coming down

and i don't know much but i found you here
and i can not wait another year
don't know where your coming from but you coming soon

to a kid from oregon by way of california
all of this is more than i’ve ever known or seen

come on and we'll sing, like we were free
push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
come on and we'll try, one last time
i'm off of the floor one more time to find you

and here we go there's nothing left to choose
and here we go there's nothing left to lose

i can still hear the trains out my window
from hobart street to here in nashville
i can still smell the pomegranates grow
and i don't know how hard this wind will blow
or where we'll go

come on and we'll sing, like we were free
push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
come on and we'll try, one last time
i'm off of the floor one more time to find you

and here we go there's nothing left to choose
and here we go there's nothing left to lose

©2005 EMI Blackwood Music/Façade Aside Music (ASCAP)

Shout Outs:

Chad - cheers to waterfights and late nights

Scott - Yes, we are related by blood. Nutcase cousins . . .

James - pants face

Grandma, Grandpa, Mom and Dad - Thanks for being my pack.

To all the foster kids I work with - you change my life on a daily basis.


Sunday, June 11, 2006

So here's a little quiz I came across in a email forward I recieved last week. Now normally I HATE forwards, but it caught my attnetion. And I was bored. Or perhaps I was looking for a distratction. Whatever. It's supposedly an "annual" review that you take in June - the halfway point of the year. It's designed to help you (the quiz-ee) reflect on the past six months and then set the tone for the remainder of the year. Suprisingly, I found it quite amusing. And since I have nothing else to write about, I thought I would post my answers just for kicks. So here it is, my life - up close and personal . . .


2006 Annual Personal Review


Full name:
Cara Lynn Henry

Books you have read this year:
Memoirs of a Geisha
Tuesdays with Morrie
The Bad Girl's Guide to Getting Personal
CASH - The Johhny Cash Biography
To Own a Dragon (still reading)
Wuthering Heights (currently on hold)

Goals you have reached this year:
I have gotten my debt under control and paid a bunch of it off
I learned how to change my own oil
I started working out
I found a place to live that feels like home
I got a cat of my own

Goals you are still procrastinating / working on:
I still need to find another Gym to work out at or start walking
I still haven't unpacked all my stuff cause I need furniture

Three skills you have learned or are developing:
I am currently earning my blackbelt in shopping - without blowing my budget!
I am geting freakin' good at cooking yummy meals. No more processed food!
I am learning about gardening and plants

Last time you cried in front of someone:
Wow - I haven't cried in awhile. The last time would've been in front of Tanya, Chad, Mom or Dad, or James cause those are the only people that I'm that honest with. It was probably becasue I felt overwhelmed. I have felt like that alot this year.

Biggest accomplishment:
Taking control - I finally feel like I own my own life.

Hardest Challenges:
Choosing to deal with my issues
Learning to trust (and obey!) God
Choosing to be okay with where I'm at in my life
Overcoming my fears

Biggest Strength and how you've used it this year:
I would have to say Organizing. This year I have put together an out-of-province youth conference for a bunch of crazy teenagers, a Hawaiian birthday party for my cousin, a super classy birthday party for James (three cheers for breaking plates and drinking Hennesy), a birthday weekend roadtrip for my 25th Birthday, at least 2 other dinner parties for friends, a couple girl's nights, and a few youth events . . .

Last time & place you danced with someone:
About a month ago I danced with Jason at Tequila.

Last time you laughed really really hard:
Watching a movie wiht Tanya

Last (out of the ordinary) thing you bought:
My Puma Shoes - YAY!!

New friends you've made this year:
Zach, Andrew, Tony, Brandon, Adam, Crystal

Closest Friends:
Tanya, James, Chad and Amanda

Role Models / Mentors:
Faytene Kryskow, Nolan Clark, Steve Osmond

Three words that would describle how you want the rest of the year to be like:
Laughter
Health
Prosperity